我不希望看到如果有一天，
如果有一天，我發現媽媽的廚房不再像以前那麼乾淨；
如果有一天，我發現家中的碗筷好像沒洗乾淨；
如果有一天，我發現母親的鍋子不再雪亮；
如果有一天，我發現父親的花草樹木已漸荒廢；
如果有一天，我發現家中的地板衣櫃經常沾滿灰塵；
如果有一天，我發現母親煮的菜太鹹太難吃；
如果有一天，我發現父母經常忘記關瓦斯；
如果有一天，我發現老父老母的一些習慣不再是習慣時，就像他們不再想要天天洗澡時；
如果有一天，我發現父母不再愛吃青脆的蔬果；
如果有一天，我發現父母愛吃煮得爛爛的菜；
如果有一天，我發現父母喜歡吃稀飯；
如果有一天，我發現他們過馬路行動反應都慢了；
如果有一天，我發現在吃飯時間他們老是咳個不停 ；
如果有一天，我發覺他們不再愛出門……
我真的好想好想抽出多一点点时间跟你们在一起。有时候打电话回家，听到你那沙沙的声音(是不是很累)，真的好想快点回家呆在你们身边照顾你们....
刚刚打电话回家，跟妈妈说我要回家，叫她有空就帮我买回KL的车票，呵呵，听得出她真的很高兴，马上就问我车站几点开始售票，应该马上就去买的吧! ^^
Dear mom and dad,
I want you to know that I love you. I have never been one for soft talk. I have always tried to show a brave, strong face, but down inside I have been easily hurt and never wanted it seen. I am not as brave and strong as I have seemed to be, but your love for me has kept me going over the years.
I want you to know that the many times you were ready to encourage me did something inside me that made me unwilling to give up, especially beginning of this year, first time i calling back home and i cried. Thanks for holding on then, Mom.
I want both of you to know that your prayers for me over these last 20 years have kept me going. It has not been easy for you - and I know how stubborn and obstinate I have been so many times and how you have prayed it through when I might have just given up if I didn't have you behind me praying.
I want you to know that all through our 20 years together I have never stopped loving both of you, although many times I failed to show it by my actions. I cannot tell what lies ahead for us. We may not have all that others may have. But I want you to know that I will be doing everything I can to make you happy and to see that you are cared for in every way. I need your prayers and your love for me; all the little things you have been doing to make life better for me.
I want you to know that I see these little things, and I want to say a big 'thank you' that I should have said so many times before this.
I want you to know that although I might not say these things out loud, they are in my heart, and I want you to know I realize it and I love you for loving me.
I want you to know I need both of you - we need each other. I just wanted you to know how I feel and because I'm not so good with soft words like that I just wanted to take this way to tell you that I love you.
With all my heart. <3
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