First day!

Weather is a great metaphor for life!!!! Sometimes it's a good, and sometimes it's a bad, and there's nothing much you can do about it but carry an umbrella or....  WET! =/
It's hard to believe that I'm so lucky, my first day at Reliance college on 22 March was a rainy day!! nn..great! I got lost at the first day of the fall semester! But anyway, trying hard to convince myself that it was actually a day full of new experiences. ._.''

When I entered the college building, I met new people and was exposed to a different style of learning. It's not unusual to feel rather lost when you first start college. My first day signified the beginning of my career goals. As soon as I entered this new college a serious of my life began! I have to adapt to the new surroundings as quickly as possible to accomplish the sought after degrees..i want to travel around the world!!! ^^v

忘了是什么时候！

不知道什么时候开始...

慢慢的喜欢隐身了，不怎么爱在群里发言了 

不论和多少人在一块，手机总挂着fb，一堆人聚在一块，一人一台手机，各玩各的

同学聚会必修的两个项目：吃饭，KTV

小孩都开始叫自己叔叔或者阿姨了 

虽然经常不大情愿地反驳着：叫姐姐，叫哥哥

永远寂寞，不管你是一人独处时，还是身在人群当中

就像那首歌中唱的一样，孤单，是一个人的狂欢，狂欢，是一群人的孤单

没那么愤青了，遇到不公的时候，会告诉自己，社会本来就是这样 

可以不看电视，但电脑是必需品 

出门蹦达必带三件宝：手机，钥匙，钱 

永远不知道钱花哪了，没怎么吃，没怎么穿 

消极，拒绝长大。不喜欢被人说成熟. 

熟人面前是话唠，生人面前一言不发 

爱好中必定有一项是睡觉 

成天泡在网上，又不知道做什么好。

最常说的一句话是“无聊”,尽管常在网络上花去了大把时间。 

凌晨12点前和很少会入睡 

什么都可以“随便”，因为没那么多时间，也不在意那么多的事情 

毫无理由没有资本的高傲，骨子里却自卑，期待肯定，期待认可，被讨厌做人失败的时候连说话的勇气都没有。

觉得别人不可能了解自己，并以此作为对别人不屑的理由。

因为别人都恋爱了所以自己就恋爱了，更多的是练爱而不是恋爱，然后连自己都开始怀疑曾经对爱情的坚持。 

曾经以为一辈子陪在身边的朋友，某天某月，就突然发现他们都不见了

午夜醒来，才愕然发现，从来都是只有自己一个人

人越成长，越容易孤单..

90后的我们，有很多的梦想，有的实现了有的破灭了.. 　  

90后的我们，有的出名，有的默默无闻。 　  

90后的我们，挣扎过彷徨过，还是挺过来了..

90后的我们，退去青春年幼的智嫩，开始适应社会大家庭..　  

我们的心里都很清楚，我们经历了太多太多.. 

亲情的分与合 　　 爱情的分与合 　　 友情的分与合 　  

曾不顾一切的追求过的，后来变的一文不值得。

父母曾百般阻挠的事，直到自己受伤，才明白，父母原来是对的。 

曾无数次的问过自己，为什么活着？到后来，已经懒得的去想活着的意义。 

曾为了爱情可以不好好的读书，到后来为了工作可以丢下爱情。 　　 

现在是否还记得最初的梦想？或者说，还有多少人，一直坚持着自己年少时的梦想。 

在家里，父母对我们百依百顺，出了家门，我们对社会百依百顺。 

看不惯的事情也就渐渐习惯了，不知道这种习惯是好是坏？ 

我甚至不知道我现在的梦想应该是什么？但有一点的是肯定的，不会再做一些年少轻狂的梦了。    

独自体会，成熟的滋味。   

Everything NEW

What's life like at the age of 20 years old? It's the age of making choices? Time for the realization of plans? Dreams and hopes? Or all comes in together? =O
For boy maybe it's the age of starting evaluating and choosing the person one wants to spend his life with, the time for making a foundation of the future. Then,what is life like for a 20 year-old girl? For a girl it is the age of LOVE ? It is the age when everything is just Beginning and in “blossom” :]

Finally..this Tuesday my class start. I am now beginning a new life in a whole new environment surrounded by people i really do not know and that's a scary feeling not knowing if you'll be fit in with the other students around you. But i believe i can :P

Sometimes it takes a tragedy to remind you of what is really important in life.  I was so sad thinking about all the experiences in life..but anyway..they're GONE!! I fall, I rise, I make mistakes, I live, I learn, I've been hurt but I'm Alive. I'm human, I'm not perfect but I'm thankful ! yeah!! ^.^v

Dreams

Dreams A dream is a hope, a wish, and an aspiration. The day you die is the day you stop dreaming  true statement. =)
Try to Imagine that your life without dreaming...it sure would be insipid! I believe If a person have a dream or goal he sure will be a better person with much better life.

I have a DREAM too..ever since I was a child i dreamed of becoming a successful woman. Success to me is when I have my own career and a family of course. I'm determined to have it all. Education is very important to me. I believe knowledge is the utmost valuable tool for life and to survive in this world, therefore going to college and getting an education, telling my self at least get a certificate, will give me a great knowledge. The knowledge I gather will help my path to success. I had tried my best to make it become reality by maintain a high GPA.  But something happened and it gonna change my life forever! I have to start it from the beginning..again..

Of course...

I'm certain nothing will defeat me, because i will not give up on my self, or my dreams to success. I have to find a job to settle all my college fees, I need to try hard to reduce my family burden towards me. It's not easy working a part time job and going to college at the same time. But nothing good comes easy and I'm determined to work hard for it. As of now, i will join Reliance college and going to get my degree in tourism. I'm ready to face any obstacle that comes my way.  My family is the most important to me. My success will not be completed if I don't have a family to share my life with. A house full of laughter would be my ultimate success. I want to give  better life to my mother and father too. They have sacrificed their dreams for my dreams and I want to take good care of them.

We all have our own life to pursue, our own kind of dream to be weaving. And we all have some power to make wishes come true, as long as we keep believing! One day..i will make my dream to become Reality! I believe!! ;)

Dear H

My first blog! special for you H!

For me, a good friend is someone we can count on, as well as being so much more. ;)
H is a friend that I can relax and just hang out, have fun and share our innermost thoughts, deep dark secrets, lofty and noble goals, or our hopes, joys and fears. I enjoyed myself very much when i hagging out and catching up with H...especially when we do the stupids and crazy things..haha..nnn Yeah!! One thing for sure, i'm proud to say it loud that H is my Friend!

H allows me a safe space to share my deepest thoughts and needs without worry of being judged, criticized or made to feel silly for feeling the way i do. We cheer each other on and laugh(gossiping) together, and just plain commiserate and listen to each other. If one day you feel like crying, call me, i can't promise that i can make you laugh, but i can try and give you some advises too, I promised!

That's why friends are friends...

Friendship is the hardest thing in the world to explain. It's not something you learn in school. But i'm so lucky!
I had learned the meaning of friendship with H. You're special in my heart too, lets us make our dreams come true, i love you H!